1 down, 8 to go. (or is it even 8? i dunno how many subjects i take)
English. was. bad. let's just say i have the possibilty of failing but I CAN'T AFFORD TO FAIL. cause i failed common test alr. HOW? and i wanted an A at least. like fat hope right.

ican't wait for mids to be over. thinking of the 1000 things i can do once that period is over. omg, aft amaths paper, i'm gonna be so happy and scream. :D

back to staring at those endless sheets of paper containing countless of information which my teeny brain has to absorb within such a short span of time.

LAKSJFLKWEJRLKWJ.


btw, congrats to dance for GWH, and to anklung for silver, and to choir for silver, and to ELD for bronze. i think it's quite admirable how pple get so close through SYF. :D

I MISS YEAR 2006. okay this is so random. but i do.
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i can't wait for Mid Years to be over. i'm hardly prepared, and i can never stay up to study. 12 is probably the latest i can stay up til, then my brain naturally goes dead. anw, finally finished reading 'size 12 is not fat' and the 5 pple who are waiting for the book can finally read it, ha. i took over 2 weeks to finish one book, is that pathetic or what. O:

celine was talking abt gg to the zoo + night safari aft Mid Years. OMG, i can't wait. i can't wait for mids to be over. seriously. seriously. seriously. i really want so badly to do well tho. Chem test tmr. everybody says it's so hard. ALKWJRLKJWR.

recess nowadays are spent in class, doing work, surviving on oreos and kong guan biscuits. can't be bothered to walk all the way down to the canteen either way. i miss the sec one days. the canteen was just 100m away.

my hair is screwed now, cause of miscommunication. i'm never gonna let it down once i'm out of the house, until my next hair cut. ;D HAHA. okay. shit. why am i so vain. OKAY I SHALL NOT BE SO VAIN. stop being so vain damnit. i guess being a guy is easier, than being a girl? okay, we'd never know that i guess.


it's quite stupid, i always regret what i do.
that 5 mins, it meant everything. it affected so many things.



GOOD LUCK FOR MID YEARS PEOPLE. (:
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIYI! :D

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Please, CHEER UP. one failure doesn't mean anything at all, really. you're really talented, we all know that. we love you.

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exams are coming, it's time to buck up. i will go on a (mini?) hiatus i guess. see first. will only blog if i have the time to. aft mid years, i'll be given temporary freedom to do 101 things.
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hello, sophie sucks at updating daily. O: I SHLD JUST GO ON A LONG HIATUS OR STH. you know my blogs never last. i miss LJ. prettier than blogger. i hate myself for a lot of things. but then agn, i hate the fact that i hate myself over stupid things cause if i hate myself i'll end up hating life which is bad. so, i love myself. (?!) RIGHT. sorry don't mind me i'm like... talking to myself?

ytd MrsGek made us all laugh unintentionally. she's like always making us laugh unintentionally. ;D HAHA. and actually she can be quite nice, cause she let me leave amath extra lesson early. YEAH. maths teachers are nice.

today was a really really really really ultra LONG day. lessons until 1.45, then chem from 2.15to3.15 emath from 3.15 to 4.15 then chituition at 6.30to8.30. ugh. mrsC&msT were being super nice tho. giving us sweets & chocs. seems like we're still tempted by these small snacks even at such an old age. ;D funny, really. met up with lynn ziying nicole joan rachel huiyi aft school and huiyi lied (i shall bold the word for effect) to rachel and i!! OMG AELKJRLKEJRLKAJWLRKJ. i mean, not that like i believed in the first place lah of course. LIKE OF COURSE I DIDN'T BELIEVE RIGHT. tsktsk!!

Motivation, i need motivation. i need motivation. i need motivation. i need motivation it doesn't sink into my head that mid years are TEN days away.

it's time to go on a HIATUSSSSSS. soon, maybe.


Happy birthday Yuji, Melissa & Mindy! :D :D

the school hand book serves as a good reminder.
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my uncle's in the newspaper today! for being a "caring doctor" pg 8 i think. looks like we weren't the ones who appeared in the newspaper aft all. (ALTHO I WAS JUST JOKING ABT THAT PART)


crapp. i'm scared. EL mid years are 12 days away. those subjects that can be studied, mid years are 17 days away. RLKTJKRJAWEKJ. okay enough of those stupid stuff. [:

Posted this last night (On Notepad):

Crescent campfire was nicee. good job to sec4s, you all did greattt. :D and even tho it rained, the campfire was awesome. wasn't feeling high at the earlier part of the campfire ( i was busy worrying abt mid years, stupidd to think of it at a time like that ), but aft that i became high especially when singing Queen of my Heart. then ruyi and i were laughing like crazy for no reason at all hahaha. and there was this girl gg arnd giving free hugs! :D

ohohoh my piano teacher didn't know there was such thing as campfire! she was wondering how come i'm going for campfire without a camp. AHA. well, she knows now.

morning was spent defrosting sausages w ziying, rachel & hwee were cooking the sausages. and it looked kinda disgusting and reminded us of sth.... or, "I'm reminded of what i taught sec2s" as put bt LJW. LKEJKRJ. but disgusting things taste nice okay! even disgusting sausages. Enrolment ceremony was testing our standing power. and it was weird without nicole (you were missed by everybody. :D) arnd to talk to during the ceremony. so i was stoning there for 1 hr. dinner-everyone was being retarded, especially huiyi (who is always retarded!) campfire startedd, then it started to rain which was SADD. &lynn cldn't come. ): ): CHEER UP
SHERLYN abt OM, you know we love you. &CHEER UP YUKI (if you're reading this too)

wasn't feeling that high at the hall, but SK guides were super enthu. and the performances were good too! I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR OR DRUMSS. xD when we sang Queen of my
Heart it was really awesome. enlightening feeling (if that is the right word to describe it?). clearing up, and the food was really good. sorry debbie&felicia tho, for not helping last night. \:

aft campfire, went out for supper at BK @ fareast with rachel. not a very good place, but anw, it was one of the few food places open okay! and I WAS JUST JOKING ABT THE APPEARING ON NEWSPAPER THING! HAHA. anw, it was the latest i was ever out this year i think!! only reached home at arnd 11pm. Novelty of gg out at night. so we just sat there and started
talking crap. :D

THIS MEMORY WILL LAST, FOR ETERNITY.


LONG POST I BET NOBODY READ THAT. xD
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gloomy day with scoldings in the morning and the rain adding to the atmosphere. assembly was fine, anne was amusing. PE was fine too, pretty much slacked arnd cause i didn't have 5 stations. EMaths test marks was awesome, AMaths test was bad; pretty much balances up.

didn't go for CrezAwards. thanks aida, for buying the ticket. so i don't have to brood on whether i shld go/not go and spend hours thinking abt it and yeah. cause i'm a really fickle-minded person and whatever decision i make, i'll end up regretting it. until i convince myself that it's the right decision. well i still rmbed last year's CrezAwards. where all of us were up there in the gallery. seemed like just yesterday.

and so aft school i just stayed in school until arnd 5+. huiyi was completing her chinese hw. and we intruded into s2. and i think people thought we were weird. and we were wishing random pple Happy IFD. anww, yep, went home, and all i managed to complete so far is a pathetic amount of work. O:

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAYY. ♥
(i wonder why pple give gifts on V day not Friendship day to friends?)


i've really got to work hard this time round. thinking isn't enough.
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hello world, i just slacked my time away agn. last i saw the clock it was 9pm now it's 10.30pm?! i can never go online without wasting my time away. and i'm supposed to do the career webquest thing. not like the careers suit me, either way. \:

i have no idea whether i'll be gg for crezawards. let impulsion decide it tmr. Amath test tmr, please tell me i'm dead. shit. mid years are so soon and i'm not even following my study timetable i have no idea why i drew it out in the first place.

walking in the rain with huiyi under an umbrella with two baby angels hugging each other as its design is not a good experience. :D aha, just kidding. guides turned out okay, preparing campfire stuffs. and pictionary was really funny lah. Totally Spice. haha. ziying is super hilarious.

so fast and the week is almost gone alr what is happening to time :@ it passes fast at the most inappropriate moments BUT when we want it to pass fast it doesn't. ):
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Ytd: Went to Orchard plaza then Vivo then back to Centrepoint area. ;D the Vivo thing turned out quite okay altho there were only two people present. causeee apparently everyone else cldn't make it. but it wasn't that bad, actually. Lunch + walking arnd at the wading pool. then my mum wanted me to meet her at Esprit Cafe (newly opened!) for teaa.

Today: Emaths then Amaths. Mrs Gek was being very funny as usual haha. :D we told her her specs were cool! cause she has the same specs as gretchen lol. english-everyone was good in their oral speeches as usual. recess was spent outside/inside class, chionging to study for TingXie and studying for WAGGGS. chinese-MK being naggy as usual. SS-ladida nobody listened. Bio- i fell alseep, yikes. O: (not that she was exceptionally boring or anything, guess i just felt like sleeping?) then LXP drew sth that looked wrong. aha.

aft that went to TanglinMall for Macs lunchhhh with rachelchng. wow, haven't gone there for a long time. i miss delifrance, tho. and was meant to do hw @ Macs but ran out of time. &i was studying for WAGGGS. went back for guides. good thing is that I PASSED WAGGGS!! and turns out i didnt' really have to spend like over one hour studying last night. \: it was only like a 3 min verbal test. and don't worry rachel, i'm confident you'll pass.

okay everyone was being EmoShizz just now. let me tell you a secret? (altho it's not a secret cause i'm like publicy announcing it) but i actually get quite scared of pple who are very emo. (not all the time lah) but it's cause i won't know what to say to them to make them feel better and i always end up saying the wrong things. \: andd most of the time i just don't say anything, in case i say the wrong thing, which is worse. and i have no idea why i'm saying this, BUT YEAH. just ignore my crap.

went home, and did hw by the time i finished it was like 9.30pm alr. O:

anw, GOOD LUCK to band pple for SYF tmr. :D HAHA altho i doubt any band pple actually read this.

sometimes, it's really true when they say ignorance is bliss.
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was pretty much Family Day today. went to Plaza Sing in the morning for piano (my teacher asked me to come at 11 insead of 9), and i saw 19384 crescentians. went home, then out agn to Din Tai Fung at Wisma to have lunch. saw many crescentians at town agn. ugh, then i ran out of coins to donate so paisehhh. walked arnd, looking for clothes to buy for my bro's Jazz concert, walked home by myself aft a while cause i wanted to go home to study. (but of course didn't end up doing much in the end).

okay, then went out for dinner at Hot Stones at Clarke Quay. and i was reminded of the time i went there during New Year's Day... good memories, huh. the ambience at Clarke Quay is super nice tho. family days are nice. [: only thing, it's not nice when you have nothing to say to each other cause there's no common topic.. let's just hope things will change over time. altho i shld be the one initiating the change but i don't know how to. O:

believe me when i say that.
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i rmb ytd wasn't a very good day. like hey, it was the longest day of this week. and some things happened that i shan't mention here cause it isn't exactly the right place to uhm, talk abt things like that? i miss LJJ.

HAPPY GOOD FRIDAY. gosh i was so happy today that i didn't have to go to school. and i slept for 11-12 hours STRAIGHT. longest i ever slept in ages. pretty much slacked the whole day. altho i did finish my Amaths Emaths and Chi tuition hw when i was studying with ziying. :D it was seriously weird, ordering chicken&mushroon FUSILI pasta and in turn receiving salmon&mushroom LINGUINE pasta. maybe they mixed up our orders or sth.

we studied from arnd 12.30 to 4, and the different sorts of pple who sat beside us during that span of time was super funny. one particular group was talking abt marriages. ziying like practically eavesdropped on their own convo. haha, i think i was deaf or sth cause i cldn't hear anything. O: then went down to basement and bought foodd. ;D eating makes pple happy sometimes, irealise.

BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUTTT. i shall try to do more birthday shoutouts this year. ;D


HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SHIHAN! ♥
MUSHROOM. haha, don't know whether you'll read all these but anw, if you do.. just wanna say that i miss you being in the same class as me. really i do. anddd hope you'll enjoy your birthday. ;D stay cute&nice always. you're like one of the nicest people i know and i'm sure everyone would agree with me. LOVE from the SPONGE. (you know, i'm actually admitting to my nickname for once. xD)
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omg OMG my emaths teacher is super super nicee.
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Hi Sophie,

Just wanted to drop a note to thank you for handing in your work on time. I really appreciate it :)

(",) Miss Tean
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this was on the MLG. i mean seriously, which teacher would bother emailing all her students to tell her she appreciates them for handing in hw? most of the time it's our DUTY to hand in hw, we don't have to be thanked for it. andddd she makes me wanna get work done. ;D not like MK...


let's just say i'm glad for this week cause i know it's gonna pass very fast. i'm looking forward to the weekends. ;D now i'm trying to look forward to little little things to make life seem.. better? like just today i was lookign forward to sth so small and in the morning when it was taken away from me i just felt so _. BUT YEAH. looking forward to little things helps.

went for some French singer's production ytd night. with my mum and my brother. actually the reason why i went for it is cause i feel i have to spend more time with my family. i mean we live in the same house and all but we hardly talk to each other. O: don't even have meals tgt. i dunno if i'm the only one in my family worried abt this, but yeahh.

today was.. okay? kept thinking/worrying abt the same stupidddd things when i came to school. like why can't i just accept things the way they are and stop having these futile thoughts, cause nothing can be changed either way?

Emaths & Amaths in the morning. but hey, i'll try to work hard on my maths from now on cause i'm depending on maths to pull me up. & i still have no idea what to do for my Oral Speech. it's either i talk abt holiday @ ChiangMai, or abt friends. ;D RECESS. didn't go down, i'm super-ly lazy. i was teaching chermaine how to play LF2 during SS and it was really funnyyyy. shit i shld be paying attention to Tham, but can't help it right. i'm falling in love with the song "Way Back to Love". ;D

okay aft that went to Library to discuss project, then went up then came down agn. had guides, testwork was nerve-wrecking. O: didn't know whether or not to take it, but i took it in the end. and i have like a lkwejrlkaje high possiblity of failing. i read it through like 3-4 times but still cldn't rmb anything .): SHLD'VE STUDIED MORE or made the effort to memorise at least. shit. please, just let me pass this once. pleasepleasepleaseplease. Sophie club is not in existence. so please don't take there's a Sophie club cause there isn't one. ;D
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learning fest was kinda boring, for me.. let's just say i'm some useless shit who didn't contribute much in one way or another. if i didn't turn up ytd i don't think it would've made any diff. was stoning like 3/4 of the time. GOOD JOB to S1 tho. for reel art. :D it was real entertaining. and good job to all the other classes too. and for all those who put in a lot of effort practising for mass dance. i think i'm so unsupportive of my own house. O: and i kinda realised sth, ytd...

aft that went to the Prata Place near redhill to grab a bite then went to michelle's house to discuss the CIP project. and it sounds really scary. the project i mean. pple in the group: trisha michelle livvi and me. didn't know whether to join or not but i joined in the end. and apparently we're suppose to raise A LOT of funds for the children's cancer foundation. and we're organising a roadshow. at orchard. &somehow i don't think 4 pple are capable of organising such a big thing but i seem to be the only one being intimidated by it. see how it goes, i guess..

rachellll take that post off your blog!! and of course i know how to pronounce gary, lah. it's just that we were supposed to say the last part of the name without the first part that was alr said... so it's.. Y right? unless you wanna pronounce it as.... Yi. HAHA. :D and nicole's father's name is Gary Tan (i have no idea why i find that so cool but it is.)

gotta go for tuition soon, ta.
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